TORN.

the only thing that i could even do at that moment

was to let the tears flow.

i thought there was no way to break us for good,

but i guess this proved me wrong..

i mean, we've had our fair share of fall outs.

sht` who doesn't?

none of our downfalls even come close

to comparing to this one thing.

you just told me that you weren't going

anywhere anytime soon;

i believed you.

& then you hit me with:

"aw baby dont be mad,

but im moving to texas this weekend".

wait. what?

when you plan on telling me this?

& this all comes just when everything is perfect again;

actually better than before, if you ask me.

it seem like we be together every single day,

& lately we been growing alot closer.

but i guess none of that matters to you..

i cant even begin to cope with the fact that you leaving

& i doubt that i ever will.

right now i feel like you just ripped out my heart,

torn it into a billion pieces,

& dumped it off in the river somewhere.

this is so unreal to me;

& its honestly too much for me to handle..