Unforgettable Moment.

As the sun's warm rays grazed the surface of your beauty,
the distinctive curves of your face became illuminated.
Each speck of gold that rests upon your eyes
began to shine brighter than I had ever seen before,
drawing me in closer than I had ever been before.
I became lost in this trance,

tunneled into this vision;
taken to this place where only you and I existed.
Everything and everyone in the world around us
no longer held any significance in that moment.
Your touch took me to heights that were thought to be unreachable,
the look from your eyes touched me in ways that were unbelievable;
your presence alone was the greatest feeling next to love.
A feeling that was rare, obsolete,

and nonexistent before you ever came along;

before this moment in time.
Unknowingly, yet unstintingly, you placed your heart in my hands.
. . you are all I need, and I'll never let go . .

Child Movie Star to Teen Glamour Girl

Sweet: Honey Girls

Mission ACT: Successful.

So I was super happy when I got a 23 on my ACT test in April; seeing how it was the first time I had took it. So I figured my score would only go up after taking the ACT prep course at school. & it did! My December score was badass; went up 2 whole points. 2 points might not seem like alot, but a 25 is exactly what I was aiming for.

I'm happy for me, you should be too! (:

Fashion Knows No Boundaries

Have Yourself A Merry Little Christmas

Hope everyone's Christmas went as well as mine did. The day actually went better than I expected. Woke up to see that there was no longer raindrops falling from the clouds above, instead snowflakes were in their place; this automatically put me in the spirit of Christmas! The hours that followed were filled with fun, food, & family. Honestly couldnt have asked for more - except for the company of 2 people I miss at the moment. The new year is right around the corner. Big things are most def in store for 2010, I can feel it!

Kardashians: to love, or not to love?

I absolutely love the Kardashian sisters, but I'm not sure whether to hate or love their new People Magazine shoot. The girls were attempting to pull off Beyonce's "Single Ladies". In the back of my mind, the only thing that I can think of is that none of them are single! Maybe it's just me. What's your take on it?

May 28th can't get here fast enough!

Sex and the City 2?
Yes, its true!
Sarah Jessica Parker and the girls are back at it again. Who would've guessed?! I personally wasn't expecting a sequel to follow the original movie. Few details have been released about the basis behind the plot of the second movie - Carrie and Big possibly adopting, an appearance from the lovely Miss. Miley Cyrus. The official movie trailer can be found HERE. View it, bookmark it, and then view it until the movie's release on May 28th, 2010.

As raindrops hit the ground this Christmas Eve,

YOU are all that I can think of.

If you want to know how much I miss you, try catching the raindrops.

The one you catch is how much you miss me;

the ones you miss is how much I miss you.

18 for 18

On 01.02.10, it will be official; I will be 18! I feel like I've been through about 18 whole lives, let alone little years. For that, I think I deserve the world; or maybe just the 18 items below ..

The Teen Vogue Handbook

Love make-up,

need to learn to perfect it

Make-up & new brushes

- the good stuff! -

Forever 21 apparel

Juicy Couture Perfume

. . secretly been dying to read this . .

yesss. im serious. i heart cupcakes; & the BIGGER, the BETTER!

okayy, that was nowhere near 18 things.

but hey, who was counting?

GaGa, oohh lalaaa!

With Christmas only days away,

I thought I would take the time out

to let you all know what i really want this year

All I want for Christmas is 2 Lady GaGa tickets; & I dont even have to have them on Christmas Day. As long as I have them in my hands on January 7th - when she comes to St.Louis - then it's perfectly fine. You could even think of it this way: 1 for Christmas and 1 for my birthday. Just know that I want them, badly!

Fame Killed.

Stumbled upon a promo picture of what would have been the Fame Kills Tour

David LaChapelle did it again!

but sadly to say, this was the only one that i found;

there has to be more out there ..

" someone. "

i never wanted a woman

that wanted me for my name or material things.

see, i always hoped for a woman that's so sure;

emotionally secure with spiritual faith.

a woman that i can trust with all of my secrets

and even listen to all of my issues.

a woman who never judge me or how i was;

she deals with me strictly through love.

. . .

someone who will put up with the things

loving me can bring

and still be there to see us through.

someone who would put up with the strange

and complicated things,

'cause i would do the same for her too

someone who i can be real with, ain't gotta be perfect,

`cause loving one another is all that matters.

it's not hard to explain,

so believe me when i say

that i found all of that in you

<3

- musiq soulchild

from you, to me.

As beautiful as the snow resting on the mountain tops you cover me..

as rational as the most logical individual yhu intreg me...

stimulating my mind;

forcing me to raise to the peck of my intelligence..

This foundation, this comfort, this stability

that I've found wid yhu is unexplainable..

use to believe idt was unattainable

budt unselfishly you've given idt to me..

placed idt inside of my hands..

palms sweaty, heart racing;

you unbeknowistly calm me..

with nonething budt your presence..

proving once again your all I need...

what I'm looking for,

whadt I long for dwell inside of yhu..

how does idt feel to knoe yhu do this to me..

yhu are this for me?

..A masterpiece painted perfectly by jesus himself..

........

As beautiful as the snow resting on the mountain tops..

-you are-

untitled ballad, <3

hours seemed to pass us by as we stood there embracing one another.

all the while, memories so vividly replayed in my head;

memories that would remain just that, memories of you & i.

because once you reluctantly let go

& looked into my eyes,

reality began to set in.

at that moment, i knew that somehow i had managed

to let you slip away back into her arms.

i fought so hard to keep back the tears

that i could feel forming in the ducts of my eyes;

& although you could see the intense emotions swelling within me,

you turned your back on me,

& strolled back into her life without even glancing back.

from my perspective, life seems as if it's so much easier with her;

& how you've managed to portray this is impossible.

she puts your beautiful soul & your delicate heart

through too much for even you to bear.

the heart breaks & heart aches

continue to repeat their cycle in your life;

& in the distance, i can still hear

the ever so faint sound of your heart's cries.

cries that are crying out for the warmth & love

that your battered heart so desperately needs & truly deserves.

cries that never had to be brought back into your world;

because once upon a time,

those same cries had been consoled by my presence.

so my thoughts have now been forced

to take me on trips to unwanted destinations;

trying to figure out the responses

to these unanswered questions that i have.

& in the end, the only thing that i can conclude

is that maybe hearts never do truly change;

because all along, with her is where your heart had,

& will forever remain.